Warning: Major Mind Dump

I’m feeling restless.

I don’t know why.

I’m feeling depressed.

I don’t know why.

I’m yearning for something.

I don’t know what.

Something I’ve never had.

Is that yearning?

I know it’s not missing.

For something to be missing, you had to have it in the first place.

I want a connection with someone.

I mean, a REAL connection.

Maybe that’s it.

Maybe I need to feel grounded.

I feel like I’m just floating along right now.

Gah, I hate feeling this way.

Of course, the iPod’s not helping in ANY way.

That may be contributing to the restless feeling.

I soooo need to get out of here.

A drink?

Maybe.

That might do it.

I need to see people I know.

Not family.

Other people.

People I haven’t seen in years (Jeff, are you there? For some reason, I’ve been missing you lately.)

I hate google.

It allows me to find people I haven’t thought of in years.

Then that leads me to feeling nostalgic.

Which leads me to the yearning feelings.

Can I cut off my head?

Or at least stop thinking so much?

I need change.

Not quarters.

Real change.

Can I GET any weirder?

Maybe.

Why has my viewing stats jumped up so much in the past week?

I haven’t changed anything.

I should hold a contest soon.

I have some stuff.

But, it’s kind of vacation themed.

And now’s not the time for vacations.

Usually.

I’m writing this on Monday, but posting on Tuesday.

I have to have continuity on my blog.

Who Would You Do on Mondays and nothing else.

Damn George Michael.

I’m leaving before this gets any weirder.

Stream of consciousness…sorry.

This is what I call a mind dump.

Maybe it’ll help.

Or turn all you off forever.

Sorry.

Later,